Friday, October 23, 2009

THE new art Begining

Hey this is the begining of new art from me I have not painted since 2004 with oil after Kenny Rooks died

re: new art





Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Of A Woman

In the Twilight, the winter y mix falls. A steady pitter patter on the tin roof makes me aware that the rain, has started to change, laying in the bed unable to sleep. At your side, beside the bed there is a box of glittering bulbs of silver and gold, garland and all kinds of Christmas decorations. Them are barely in the box and we are very tired after taking down all the Christmas hoopla. It is January the 8th and the kid has been back in school for days. WE just were not ready to let that happy time go yet.
How can I desribe the deabilitating pain in my legs and feet that make me unable to sleep. It is a cold winters night, very cold 20 degrees out side. I have not slept since Christmas day and it has now been 14 days without any ream sleep. What I would give for just one hours real ream sleep right now. I feel so old at times and so do my bones. I am only 46 years old and you come by a week before Christmas and have not left my side for 21 days now. The pain medications and nerve pill I have taken do not even affect me. I am having cramps so bad that tears are rolling down my cheek as I watch you sleeping. Still I do not move my arm around your head and my other hand wrapped in yours. I look over and can not tell if they are my fingers or yours as they are just like they were when you went to sleep, intertwined to a mix that all looks the same.
You are my friend that is for sure, always ready to be with and spend your time with me.
copyright
R. D. Ruffin
Jan 8th 2008

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Every should read this by Robin Ruffin

In the rain we walk and run isn't this fun. But, you have to skip too. So you skip, and you walk and you run. Now that is how we know we are having fun.

re: new photo album link

hey here is a link to another photo album on line of mine
http://s1002.photobucket.com/albums/af147/robinart40/pics%20by%20robinart40/

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Re: and what are you reading Powerful

Now for all those people that want more power! Read this the
48 laws of power by Robert Green.


re:poem

How we use our judgment is very perspicacious when we are in a purious type argument,
And the more threatening that the argument becomes the more damage we will have to repair if it can be fixed,
So I believe that in the future you should decide if it is in your best interest to act.
Because I don't think the past is going to go away.

Let the stars figure it out for us, mars will crash it, saturn knocks center fragments out of line,
Then the sun shines on new partnerships after Christmas.
Politely ending every passivisation that is attempted,
Using the very melancholy tact that you taught me.

Thank you , this light feels rejuvenating,
Just as if this had become a whole new universe.
God always sends us an angel communicating a way.
Hardly ever is the path so clear as it seems now.

Imperceptible is a future enchanting so many new possibility's,
Acquiring better quality companionship leaves no disillusionment.
Expanding on unfrequented romantic indulgences,
Initiated by expanding horizons, I see me shaking foundations long established.

Responding to new found discovery, and some new positive responding comrades,
Vibrations spark great amounts of diplomatic numerological imput,
From heaven up on high, comes unlimited resolve.
Seeing an ability to be rather philosophical we'll just throw some idiosyncratic attitude in the mix.



Guess I just am aspiring to improve!
copyright 2009 R. D. Ruffin

Friday, October 16, 2009

Feeling's

Strange today is the first time, that I have had my feelings hurt in 45 days Nothing really big, but you can really hurt someones feelings with the way and tone that you respond to them. If you speak in a normal tone of voice at first then yo set the tone.
But if you yell and respond to someone harshly, then that person can go from being on top of the world, to depression in one sentence.

re: A new poem for you

Some days it is so hard to see clearly,
The stars seem to be pushing and pushing me to decide,
The cosmos pulling and pulling at the very fiber, that glues me together.
There is a trimodal force within my space focusing on my perceptions.

Uncontrolled it batters the very fragments that compose me,
Bending to the will of certain solar fluxes witch exhilarate Heaven and earth,
I find that I have more power in areas of enchantment,
Still as not to deceive myself I am pessimistic, and unresolved.

Searching for the perfect composition, that would to inspire souls to fly.
How to demonstrate ice crystals of grandeur, simply for another s pleasure,
Incomprehensible is this melancholy channel, type accommodation,
So perfect a day as if all the planets are perfectly aligned.

Painting causes such a creative spiraling esoterica, a place within witch to dwell,
My favorite disappointment is to get close to this place and miss it only by a breath,
Gilded by feelings that do not correspond to what is normal.
How can others appreciate where I need to go to become the artist that they love to know.

Come now to another dementia of creativity that will last forever!
Inspiration is not forth coming and at times must be stanched right from the space between worlds,
Today Mars is a very academic part of my where-with-all, I shall not make you believe that I believe in the stars, These words are God sent.

Meant only to attract traffic on this internet, so I can tell you of a glorious saving grace,
Enthusiasm I can muster anytime, desire I have in abundance,
Feel free to come again and participate in this boutique of happiness,
Nonthreatening and profound we shall be because I like to write the uncomprehending.

Judge me if it suits you, I care not. For I rise up into the mist in the sky,
And my head is not in the clouds yet but with any luck one day I will achieve the transformation,
To evolve, to become someone who is Christlike,
Demonstrating Love unconditionally given.

All the accumulated words till now when analyzed,
Only mean that I love you,
Saying anything less at this point is meaningless,
So I throw this out to all people in need and not.

How to get you to smell the enchantment of Chanel, with words,
To feel the caress of a gentle massage, how do you project this into someones senses with words,
Should I be able to interject feelings though symbolization then what to symbolize, There is not a great reward in the pepper jack excepting taste.

Don't look into the mist with objections, just accept that it resists,
Fondly remember all life teaches us,
Otherwise, how could you overcome adversity,
Someone I know said it this way the other day,


So be it.
copyright* r.d.ruffin
* Except quote

There are three kinds of people in the world—those who don't have a clue , those who watch what's happening, and those who make things happen.


In every step you take in life,
find that some one who makes you whole.
And if by chance you stop to dream,
Make the dream about every thing.
What are dreams really about,
Hurt, pain, and happiness, sadness no doubt.
But I think, they are about how you feel about yourself.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It a...lways protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms.1 Peter 4:10 NIV




Thursday, October 15, 2009

Ashley finally got her phone. It is working now thank God. I thank God for everything. He is my rock.

re: new painting

I almost finished the new piece of art today. Then batteries died on camera. Maybe in a day or two.
I will get new lithium for the camera.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

re: Web Sites

re: Web Sites

Current mood: betrayed
Category: Art and Photography

Hey I am really not in the mood to blog but i thought that you guys might like to check out some of these sites I found while reading art magazine's at the local Books A Million. Here they are:
www.myspace.com/drinkanddraw
wwwww.richesonart.com

www.artspan.com
www.artistnetwork.com/article/critique-your-painting
www.www.artistsnetwork.com/article/robert-armetta

these are just a few that I wrote down for you guys.

Re: "The way I really feel"

The life we live on earth is merely practice for heaven. So why is it so difficult at times to maintain our spiritual growth and press on toward our goal? We get distracted by the world, we get lazy in our effort, and we live in a culture that demands immediate gratification rather than appreciating long-term goals.
You say to me realize who I am is what I need to do. I know who I am, and and I think I know what to do. Turn my eyes up to the sky.

Re:"Lies vs Truth"


Current mood: cantankerous
Category: Art and Photography
Think I will call the first piece of the new series "Lies vs Truth" Portrait Of Todays Real".
I must be like Winston, diplomatic I think be cause I must protect those fragile feelings of certain scornful, and powerful thinking persons. To truly be powerful, you will need to have emotional maturity first and most importantly. That probably means you will have to stop caring altogether. Secondly you will need to be very intelligent, not just book smart but every kind of smart, street, book, common, and people.
You should probably watch people not listen to them. Much easier to see through the crap to the truth. Does the truth even matter. If you are going to have people talk about you, you might as well give them something so outrageous that they can not make up anything better then you'll know what they say. But will they know how sneaky you are as you begin to undermine them with there longest lasting associations. Of who you know all because they were your friend, if only in your mind.
I hate games. I usually do not play games. But often the people who say they do not play games are the very epitome of game playing or the very best at playing games. So if game is on then let's not let them last very long before we see who gets hurt the worse in this match of bastards and bitches.
I don't want to waste to much time on putting you in your places. Cause it brings me no pleasure to hurt you. But you have cut first and I in tend to cut the deepest. Thank you for making me remember why people let me alone with the game shit. Cause I don't play for pleasure just to show you how much you can be depressed by this person who never fucked you once, until provoked by your childish bullshit.
I always said the bigger the are???????????????

Sorry again to you new guys I just have to get shit off my chest before I do what I must TO make some people move on and find life after Rob.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Old Ford





Check out this old car that rides around town on nice days

The Fine Firemen Of My Home Town


Wilsons Finest

One Of My Hero's Died This Week







Category: Friends
Robert "Bob" Edward Carico, 73, of Wilson nc, died Wenesday, Oct. 7, 2009 at his home after a long fight with cancer.
This is my sons moms dad and my sons granddad. He was a great guy and every one loved him. I love him and ma still do and always will.
It was very sad and I never thought it was going to end. Mike had to sing for April and he did he is a strong young man and I will always respect him!
Even if he does have 7 kids(ha ha). I love ya man.

I Am Sorry You Guys