Working on The Career Path!

Philosophically thinking, it is amazing how input receives some output. What you put into your brain you get similar out put. Beautiful images induce euphoric feelings and Illusions of grandeur, meanness produces bad physical manifestations. Of cource who would subject themselves to punishment intentionally. I was reading about Claude Monet earlyer and he wrote "I am not a beginner any more, and it is dreadful to be in such a position at my age, forever begging and pestering buyers"! Were talking Monet one of the most highly recognized artist in history. Just saying. So I have many things to be thankful for love, security, the desire to paint. All this culminates in the potential to make art! Pain is a factor and happiness at can escape one. And eventually may lead me in to some accomplishments! Here's to an extended residency of my good friend happiness!
Today is a good day so far. I've been looking at all these unfinished incomplete or unaccomplished pieces of art I have, and thinking. Now might be a good time to begin to try and finish some of these projects. Dissatisfaction with one's own progress is a hard thing to finish. There must be 100 pieces in the works and It is over whelming to consider how much time went in to those stacks of pieces of unfinished works of art! I believe that I have a major amount of work ahead of myself, for sure if I am to hope to decrease that number
Some times revelation must be some kind of transition, from, maybe in my case, procrastination and depression possibly laziness. To a new point of view, hopefully a much more productive one. One where I focus on the greater number of those unfinished works being complete So pursuit of a greater Career push. Maybe I can Have some new work to show you very soon. Here's hoping that you are truly Blessed and High favored by our Lord and Savior!

Letter to God

Dear Father,
  Thank you for the many Blessings I received from you during your Birthday celebration. I Gave you all I had and still you gave me more. You gave me my Christmas wish father, thank you so much. It is just what I asked you for. That all my family and friends would safely make through the holiday season.
  I am so thankful that that person showed me about you so very many years ago. This year I turn 50 and I am as blessed as any one person could ask to be. I have seen so many friends go on to heaven ahead of me and still you allow me to linger here to fellowship with you daily.  I read your word and I see the messages. And daily it is that I seek you out and ask how was your day.
 When I say something like that Lord People raise their eyebrows and ask me questions. I just smile and nod and pray that they will really find you one day. And their eyes will be opened. That they will have the chance to be one of the sets of foot prints in the sand.
  Well father I will stop here now and till my next letter please Bless and keep my family, my friends an everyone in your grace if it be your will.
                                                                                    Sincerely Yours,
                                                                                  Your Faithful Servant,
                                                                                        Robin Ruffin

Part of a report from "Wilds"

The first thing a solution must address is fiscal union. Fiscal union is a necessity if the EMU is to exist in the future. However, because currently, a large number of European nations have built up unsustainable debt levels during the last 10years of the EMU, that moving into a fiscal union now is politically and economically unacceptable. In order to implement fiscal union, the current debt situation HAS TO BE RESOLVED FIRST. So the very first step to the resolution of the Euro crisis is RESTRUCTURE.

This first step represents the acceptance that the debt loads of many member nations are not sustainable, and that to make stronger members pay for the recklessness of the weaker nations go against the constitution of the EMU. Default is inevitable, and restructuring of the debts to bring them down to sustainable levels is a necessity. The financial impact will fall squarely on investors. There will be writeoffs. The restructuring will require Eurobonds to be issued. That will come after the next step is taken.

A new Treaty with enforcement will have to be drafted. This new treaty will bind the Eurozone into a fiscal union. This means countries will have to GIVE UP SOVEREIGNTY over its finances the moment it breaches key elements of deficit, and debt measure. A newly formed bureaucracy will oversea the fiscal health of the member nations.

This is spoke of in the Bible and a sign of the Anti Christ.

Sunday

Since it's Sunday the Lords I will be back tomorrow. Remember God loves you!

Thinking

The Mystery of a lost love. And the fragments that leave a empty notion that there will be no return.

I sit here and try to think of back when I had no idea of what would happen in life. Now as I grow older, I have the glorious ability to sit back and see things from an appreciable unfolded point of view. I see God always has a plan and we are fitted in to that plan just right.
Overseeing all the events of a life lived in and out of the underworld, I begin with time and thought to see the cloud banks open and a new fresh enthusiasm profoundly awaken. As the artist I hold the key to create visual stimuli which in turn affects others. I am the artist. I hold a key few will ever even know exists. This melancholy ability to aspire higher that the artist uses. So the way I have started to see things is that I hold the brush and I paint not only the canvas, But peoples paths and there attitudes. Not always of course but always in a Godly fashion. I can paint a building very well thanks to my drafting background in both engineering and architectural drafting in college. I can paint flowers and bowls, bottles, and library's. Reproducing the real world is just a thing. Details come easy and all that to say. Lets just paint illusion and judgement are harder to paint. so painting people will be the only way. Now painting with my brain and a brush seems I'm able to render expressions that was never one of my strong points. Correspondingly when painting now i think of what this person coveys to me in the sittings and I try to express the feelings that they project on myself in each rendering.
More to come videos of the artist at work.
So with a cast set and the palette in my hand and believing this is to be a chapter that shines very brightly.

Wilds come home.

this is a crazy day for all.